Grow old alone

10 million hearts fly off, they depart.
They flee, 1 billion miles apart.
Seasons pass, winter turns to spring.
Dust on the phone, I still wait for it to ring.
The sun rises, then it falls.
My voice echoes, in the empty halls.
I grow old and my face wrinkles.
I still remember your eye that twinkles.
As I close my eyes I think I see you.
I sure hope I’m not dreaming. I hope this is true.

Wait

Pain and suffering, that’s what makes us human.
The wait for happiness, there’s work we need to put in.
Time is our biggest enemy, wait is our bad friend.
It’s all worth is in the end, our negativity flushed.
So we lay, we cry, we sigh, we die, but in the end.
We want to smile. We want to see that smile.

Empty picture frame

There’s always tears inside your mind.
Not the warm ones but the cold kind.
The darkness that wraps your soul.
The gate keeper, the figure of a troll.
The empty picture frame and the clean room.
The sun shines bright, but it’s always gloom.
You’ll find an empty treasure chest.
And an extra room, for the always lonely guest.
Come find me at the end of the hallway.
But I doubt you can get here, it’s an endless walkway.
Quietness have never felt so familiar.
The words I’ve never said, go away dear.

You are my soul

Take my soul and hold it tight where ever you go.
You will never be lonely, never alone anymore.
Feel train, happy rain, you’ll smile at the happiness you gain.
My love for you is insane, but your love keeps me sane.
Take a seat, hear my heart beat, the love becomes heat.
Love you a lot, it’s kind of hot, feel high with no pot.
Every “love” you say, it lays on my beating heart.
Every tear I see, it devours my mind and rips me apart.
Smiles gives me the strength to fly a million miles.
The bed kept warm, the morning kept bright.
You are the reason my mind is calm, my mind is light.
The billion moments have gone by.
But I still remember our first “Hi”…

Enjoy life

Sun shining in the break of dawn.
Birds singing in a choir, the whole world listening.
The ocean waves hello, the wind pushing on.
Why do blue sky? There’s no rain today.
Clouds smoking oxygen, higher than the mountains.
Trees stand tall, don’t hold your breath, they won’t like it.
People humming, our hear beats drumming.
Animals crying, I think it’s for joy, they’re grateful to be alive.
I’m dying..  I’m dying to get out there and enjoy life.

Smile a little longer

The mask we call smile, as tears hit the tile.
We look up to say hi, even though we never got to say bye.
Laugh that never seem to go, and there’s so many more.
Jokes, dances, conversations, drinks and drugs.
Our souls kept warm like the teas in Sunday morning mugs.
Now coldness never leaves, even in our beds.
Our smiles feel so heavy like they’re filled with leads.
You would never want us to be like this.
But we miss you so much.
Love you buddy.

To darkness

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful.
They can all get fucked, stay true to you.
We came into this world with a set of card.
We all go through the rough times, life can be hard.
We are expected to drive straight even thought the roads are turning.
We have to smile even though we are up in flames burning.
We are trying, lying, crying , drugs making us flying.
In the end we are dying, our soul and heart turn into dust.
The lights fade away.
The darkness covers us.
Like blankets at night.
Like sadness.
And tears.
Fears.

Reality

Fingers on the trigger, kids with guns, you think they’re doing this for fun?
Wars after wars, just for some black liquid, when can we stop and say we’re done?
Mandela, Ghandi, and who else do we have? Stallin, the Nazis, killers everywhere.
News only reporting shit that makes this planet look like a war zone. Isn’t there any happiness here or there?
We’re leaving all the wrongs we couldn’t right to our kids, to the next generation. We don’t care cause we won’t be alive.
Throw your garbage in the forest, fire bullets until the bodies mask them all, only way to escape is to dive.
Deep into the trenches. Horror even when they come home. Sticks and stones may break my bones.
But bullets will shred everything, once they’re hit, they won’t make it to their homes.

Love at night

High heels,  big wheels.
Big bottles, high throttles.
Late nights, feel the flights.
I can feel, so this is real.
Bright moon, I’m home soon.
Give you this kiss, bliss.
Lights low, take it slow.
Hold you tight, pretty sight.
Take a drink, don’t you think.
Clothes on the floor, shut the door.
I know where I want this to go.
I dreamt for this before.

Have a nice day

Lets keep our heads and move and forward.
Keep your hopes up and believe in your lord.
Maintain your buddahhood, and seek for peace.
Don’t keep your happiness hidden, find it and release.
The sun is shining, the wind is calm , its so nice outside.
We will play a game, you will go seek, you will not hide.
The world is watching so give it your best shot.
Dance your ass off and drop it like its hot.
Have a nice day.