A whole new page

I kiss you on the neck and whisper into your ears.
“I will always be there for you, I will always be there to wipe your tears.”
I kiss you again, this time on the lips, just a peck, just one.
“You are the one that made me who I am, I’m thankful for all the stuff you’ve done.”
I take your hand and put it to my chest, I see your eyes glow..
“You make my heart race. All day, all night. Will my heart ever slow?”
You giggle, I see you blush, the smile on your face.
“The day I met you was my last, I left my past without a trace.”
I can see the love in your eyes, our smiles align.
“I think today is the day, this has been on my mind, can you be mine?”

The rest is the future, what’s coming next is a whole new page.
“I would like to be with you until we reach an old age.”

Dreaming forever

What if we were able to control our dream.
What would you dream about?
Would your dream be an adventure?
Would you talk to a legend?
Would you spend time with your lost ones?
Would you seek for fame, money and power?
Would you fulfill your fantasy, would it be hot?
What if we can get things done in our dream.
Would reality be just a place you visit?
Would our life just flip upside down?
Would reality be just a form of imagination?
Would you ever want to wake up?

One big story

My mind is a crazy thing.
The shit I think of, the shit I can’t forget.
Crazy stories that is being told.
The amazing novel being written.
It’s a big jet plane, soaring by the stars.
My mind is insane, my mind is calm.
I’ll tell you a story, it’ll be true.
I’ll listen to you, I’ll retell it for you.
My mind is really a crazy thing.
All the crap I tell my self.
All the memories I’ve kept for my self.
Do you know what I mean?
Can you understand what I’m trying to say?
I’m sorry it’s my mind.
It’s just one big story.

Alien

No one knew who I was.
Reality, I was just a human.
Here, I’m a poet, a story writer.
I write a story of my life.
In a form of a poem.
Now you know who I am.
Really, this is who I am.
I’m a boy, a man, I’m a person.
Now you’re in my story.
A part of a chapter.
A part of an era.
No one knew who I was.
I’m just a human, who used to be an..
Alien.

Too real.

You make my heart race.
Go in circles, go round.
The feelings I get.
The emotions I feel.
I’m running around.
Like nothing matters.
Deep in my heart.
Something is telling me.
Don’t you dare.
Don’t you dare fuck up.
Because these feelings.
Are too real to be a dream.

Childhood

Take me back to the good old days where it was all about the sun rise.
We wake up with no alarm, the day was ours to take.
Imagination was our power, the story was ours to make.
Bring me back to the years where there were no worries.
To have fun was our priority, we played till the sun went down.
We were rebels, trouble was our names, we were the kids in town.
Let’s remember the times where we just loved, and hate was no joke.
The endless smiles, all the fun we had, I wish we can bring that back.
We saw so many colours back then, it’s kind of sad, now we’re only white and black.

The past is not the present, but the present is from the past.

People always tell me not to live in the past. I always tell them.. well that’s all I got! I get it, don’t look in the past and mourn about it, it’s nothing you can do. Don’t bring the past up, to make your self look better, because you’re you at this right moment. I’m sorry but I disagree, keep your past, treasure it, feed off it. 

It really is true, the past is all you’ve got. Some people have bright futures, yes they do. Why? It’s because they worked their ass off in the past to get here. We have all been through so much to get to here, so why forget about all the hardship, all the happiness, all the things we’ve learned in the past.

I always end up thinking about the wrong things I’ve done in the past. The big difference is, I don’t mourn it, I feed off of it. I see all the mistakes I’ve made, and make sure I don’t make the same mistake again. Without the past, I’m nothing, I’ll be just like everyone else, I don’t want that. I want to be me.

Einstein, Martin Luther Jr. , Gandhi, Newton. What did they do? They built the past for us, the structure to the life we see now. They are the backbone to the culture we live in now.

Ok lemme try and make it all make sense in one sentence..

Feed off the past, Strive for the future, and Live in the moment. 

Live strong stay positive! Because that’s what’s up.

-Zu

Everything I had

Fly fly, it’s time to go, it’s time to say good bye. 
Cry cry, don’t show tears, stay happy, stay high.
I’ll be back, I’ll be back stronger than ever.
I may be gone for a long time, but never say never. 
Look me in the eye and I will promise you.
I will think of you every single day, keep my feelings true.
So don’t look down, don’t you ever look sad.
Because, you are everything I had.

Ponder for days

You are the drug I’m addicted to.
I just can’t go a day without you.
Just looking at you gets me so high.
Too much and I might just die.
I hold you in my hands.
Can’t get away, I’m bounded by bands.
You are the music in my ears.
A smile I see in the mirrors.
I can feel the blood rush through.
It happens with every little things you do.
How can a person make me feel this way.
How do you make me think of you every day.
Come close I want to grab your hips.
So I can come up and kiss you on the lips.
You never fail to amaze.
You make me ponder for days.

-J9-

Trust me..

I’ve gone through times where I thought it was over.
Some days I thought I just can’t do it.
Sometimes, I tell my self, It just might not get better.
I hid behind the smile I created and the demon that lived inside.
Every time I peeked out, I realized how it was worse outside.
The sleepless nights, the endless nightmares.
People come and go like I was just some ride . then they realize I  was a train wreck.
I accepted everyone, accepted their pain, it made me feel better.
It made me think, “maybe my pain isn’t as bad as theirs.”
After many years though, I learned something..
In the end .. Everything will be alright.
Trust me.. Please.. Everything WILL be alright.
I’m the living proof, now I smile for days, smile for the world.
Now it’s your turn.. Now it’s our turn.
Let’s be alright..
Let’s be happy.